17/8/07

OBSTACLE 1



wish I could eat the salt off of your lost faded lips


We can cap the old times make playing only logical harm


We can top the old lines make playing that nothing else will change


Well she can read she can read she can read she can read She’s bad


She can read she can read she can read She’s bad, Oh, She’s bad




But it’s different now that I’m poor and aging,


I’ll never see this face again


You’ll go stabbing yourself in the neck


We could find new ways of living make playing only logical harm


We could top the old times clay-making that nothing else will change


But she can read she can read she can read she can read She’s bad


She can read she can read she can read She’s bad, Oh, She’s bad


It’s different now that I’m poor and aging


I’ll never see this place again


You’ll go stabbing yourself in the neck




But it’s different now that I’m poor and aging,


I’ll never see this place again


You’ll go stabbing yourself in the neckIt’s in the way that she poses


It’s in the things that she puts in my hair


Her stories are boring and stuff


She’s always calling my bluff


She puts, she puts the weights into my little heart


And she gets in my room and she takes it apart


She puts the weights into my little heart


I say she puts the weights into my little heart.


She packs it away [7x]


It’s in the way that she was


Her heaven is never enough


She puts the weights in my heart


She puts, oh she puts the weights into my little heart

15/8/07

7.0 º


...chaji tirémonos en el piso...quieres fotos?, splash! splash! ... chaji ,el piso se mueve?...chaji,todo se mueve! ..chaji, tú te mueves! ...un temblor más! ... ... ... ... ... oh no! no parece un temblor más...gritan mi nombre, un momento ... vamos! vamos! ... mi primo grita y llora, mi primo es autista y el se tira al piso ... oh no!..mi casa es tan vieja , qué? ... me dices mamá, q mi casa no tiene columnas? ... tranquila mamá ahorita se pasa...chaji! chaji! ven pa cá! y otra vez se intesifica... la pista, el lugar exacto donde me caí la única vez de mi bicicleta...relámpago! ..las luces se van y se vienen..chaji! ven pa cá! ...se va lentamente, ya se está yendo, tranquila, mamá, no ha pasado nada...tomemos agüita de manzana y veamos los simpsons , q los noticieros solo asustan más ... venderan chocolates?... chají ven pa cá ... hoy día te bañé...y te puedo abrazar ...personas..en cuántas personas pienso en este momento...no puedo llamar,...,el día más emocionante de mis vacaciones de invierno ... busquemos alcohol?...no,hoy no...la gente no entra a sus casas...llamas tú, "a veces me llega q no me entiendas las cosas en una" ... eso dijo él ... y se aumenta más mi agotamiento...o es q seré yo muy engreída...y en realidad mi frase de "dame amor" es algo más q palabras? ... y es por eso q ando así desde algún buen tiempo, sonries tan inseguro a veces , q sé q te das cuenta q me estoy yendo...y a mi, a mi se me agota todo...pero soy inquietantemente feliz, imaginando seres imaginarios , llenos de magia y cualquier cosa mucho más entretenida q apreciada rutina...pero tan dificil es irme, no lo entiendo...otra vez terminarás yéndote tú? ... tengo un hada q siempre vuela junto a mi, me da todo lo siempre creí necesitar, sus ojos extraños me dicen todo lo q siempre quise escuchar... sus manos escuchan a mis poros q transpiran más, su boca huele la poca ternura q le puede quedar a mi mirar,...,tan utopica es mi hada, q me da miedo hacerle caso a lo q me susurra a veces entre mi somnilencia...tengo una muñeca malvada que jamás sabré muy bien lo que piensa, me escupé el corazón y me hace creer q la vida es mejor sin mis estúpidas emociones , sé q me quiere asesinar, quiero embrigarla y yo asesinarla a ella...para continuar mi tradición de autodestrucción y destrucción masiva...tengo un lirio marchito, q cuando vivia perfumaba mi cuarto y mis manos, me culpa de su agonia ... sus pétalos blanco rosados me miran como si nunca hubiera deseado q yo los comprara...tengo sueño, muchos sueño y creo q ya estoy empezando a hablar huevadas...
It's funny how I find myself in love with you
If I could buy my reasoning I'd pay to lose
One half won't doI've asked myself
How much do you commit yourself?
It's my life
Don't you forget
It's my life
It never ends
Funny how I blind myself
I never knew
If I was sometimes played upon
Afraid to lose
I'd tell myself what good do you do
Convince myself
It's my life
Don't you forget
It's my life
It never ends
I've asked myself
How much do you commit yourself?
It's my life
Don't you forget
Caught in the crowd
It never endsIt's my life
Don't you forgetCaught in the crowd
It never endsIt's my life (it's my life)
Don't you forget (don't you forget)
Caught in the crowd (caught in the crowd)
It never ends (it never ends)

14/8/07

SIMPLE KIND OF LIFE



For a long time I was in love
Not only in love, I was obsessed
With a friendship that no one else
could touchIt didn't work out,
I'm covered in shells
And all I wanted was the simple things
A simple kind of lifeAnd all
I needed was a simple man
So I could be a wife
I'm so ashamed, I've been so mean
I don't know how it got to this point
I always was the one with all the love
You came along, I'm hunting you down
Like a sick domestic abuser looking for a fight
And all I wanted was the simple things
A simple kind of life

If we met tomorrow for the very first time
Would it start all over again?
Would I try to make you mine?

I always thought I'd be a mom
Sometimes I wish for a mistake
The longer that I wait the more selfish that I get
You seem like you'd be a good dad

Now all those simple things are
simply too complicated for my life
How'd I get so faithful to my freedom?
A selfish kind of life
When all I ever wanted was the simple things
A simple kind of life